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happy valentines to all you love birds out there..

i'm not celebrating valentines day.. i'm just gonna sit here at home watching the news and play with my cats.. have fun now you hear!

one step forward, two steps back

next week will be a week off.. since chinese new year is just around the corner.. i would like to wish all of the chinese malaysian a happy chinese new year.. and save driving and all cause surely it would be congested from a point to another during the festive season..

i was in ss15 the other day.. and i notice that they have changed the name "sj chinatown" to "sj uptown street".. another copy of the disaster on the other block.. and i've heard some stories of how badly the chinese there in chinatown were treated.. and it was unfair.. there's so many 'rednecks' nowaday here in Malaysia.. just don't let it happen in subang jaya.. it's bad enough to see so many outsiders lurking around and making the place look unsafe.. last time i remember.. there were no gangs of motorcycle, no road side parkings, and there were a lot of familiar faces.. and it felt safe.. i felt sorry for the chinese trying to make extra money there.. what is Malaysia.. Malaysia is Malaysian.. try to remember that.. a multicultural country.. a growing country.. try to think about it..

Upping the Ante..

Episode 14...

it wasn't his fault... what a sad ending...

ghost

another day...

another day to learn new things.. today will be the first class.. the beginning of another semester.. i'm not gonna ruin my chances now.. now that i am in the senior year.. and maybe after this, i'll be in melbourne.. living a life there.. making sure that i'm not losing anything that i've gone thru before this..

i promise myself that i am not gonna be distracted by the nuisance that life had uncovered.. someone once told me, 'be a man'.. be a responsible man.. yet.. they still come around being the same person, in the same skin that they had worn before.. i see no changes.. so let's just grow up.. get a hold to yourself.. why not just try to become more responsible.. rather than just trying to look responsible.. now, i'm not judging on anyone.. i'm just a voice.. i can't change anything.. i'm just hoping that the world would change so that we can re-edit our opinion on everything.. don't lose yourself in the making.. just try not to lose anything.. and i'll be around to congratulate you.. when you are 'someone' out there..

blank page

blank page is all the rage
never meant to say anything
in bed I was half dead
tired of dreaming of rest
got dressed drove the state line
looking for you at the five and dime
stop sign told me stay at home
told me you were not alone
balnk page was all the rage
never meant to hurt anyone
in bed I was half dead
tired of dreaming of rest
you haven't changed
you're still the same
may you rise as you fall
you were easy you are forgotten
you are the ways of my mistakes
I catch the rainfall
through the leaking roof
that you had left behind
you remind me
of that leak in my soul
the rain falls
my friends call
leaking rain on the phone

take a day plant some trees
may they shade you from me
may your children play beneath

blank page was all the rage
never meant to say anything
in bed I was half dead
tired of dreaming of rest
got dressed drove the state line
looking for you at the five and dime
but there I was picking pieces up
you are a ghost
of my indecision
no more little girl

bomber out

you see us here..
you see us there..
you see us everywhere..

we'll be around again soon..